Ten of Wands
This is your load that you need to keep carrying. You need to learn a few things about bearing the load of the things in life. One of them is not to take up the jobs of others fearing that if they make mistakes, you will have more problems to solve. Then again, life does not expect you to break. It expects you to allow for things to go with ease. Sometimes it does not hurt to be scatterbrained in the face of your responsibilities, and to learn to believe in good feelings where previously it was believed that the way to do it is with hard work.