The card you drew:

Four of Swords

Recovery from illnesses, traumas and shocks is assisted by profound introspection. It is totally inappropriate when you keep dwelling in an unagreeable life situation. Constantly compensating unfavourable circumstances will consume you. You must pull the brakes, you cannot sweep past your own soul. Rest, try to provide yourself with enough time and space for calming down, and then you can see more clearly. Is it really necessary for you to arrive here to comprehend, that what is not good, should not be endured, but transformed? You can live without hitting – again and again – rock bottom.