Seven of Pentacles
Even though you are quite fed up and tired of all this, and you don’t want to be patient anymore, it wouldn’t be a logical choice to quit. It is understandable, because you have depleted yourself by stressing over it. You need to be persistent, and learn to form your feelings in such a way that they don’t bother you so much. What would you say if you reached your goal by investing much less energy? If you had time for other things as well? Or if you shaped some of the factors in a way that they make the situation more viable? You could also leave the problematic area on its own, and allow those feelings and aspects to take over that fill you with joy and assurance. If we don’t stretch ourselves, then our situations cannot stretch further either. It is possible to learn to reach something in a way that the process becomes the source of joy and exploration.