Page of Wands
You are being curious, and the solution to your current situation is to go after those things that can truly ignite your curiousity. Perhaps you feel that you would need to keep going, or it has become apparent that you should not get numbed by your activities. Page of Wands is calling you to try things (relationships) that excite you, even if for a short time. Thus, step by step you are able to define yourself: what is yours, and what is alien from you. This path will lead to enthusiasm.