Knight of Pentacles
You cannot stop short and quit now. To manifest your intention, it is important to learn to be persistent: when life has been succesively saying no, you can reply all the more with a yes. You’ve put your heart, soul and creativity into this, and no one can take it away from you. Life is testing you to become mature and gain abilities that you did not have before, and to achieve your plan which you have been building for some time.